i fail at updating this.
more so...i fail at quite a few other things...
-motivating myself in spite of my laziness, fatigue, etc.
-getting easy assignments done early.
-making time for other people. (i get so anxious i make time for myself and i forget others).
-reminding myself that I'm important to someone even if i'm neglected by others).
-budgeting. T.T
-thinking just far enough ahead that I don't freak out.
-coming up with a better plan.
-remembering that most plans fall through.
-picking up my phone.
-paying my bills.
ok now that's out of the way. some thing's i've started to do right:
-stay at home to recover from being sick, not using the time to do other stupid things.
-bought food so i can eat from home not from anywhere else.
-started to clean my room. (it needs work)
-started to try to make plans for postgrad life.
-owning up to the mistakes i've made financially.
-facing up to my parent's expectations of me.
-making myself more open to people. (never mind that few seem to take the intiative i present them [i guess i'm still 'unapproachable'] but oh well there's only so much i can do about my situation with other people, they have to do some work to and i can tell when people are lazy/comfortable).
-seeing all the areas I need to work on.
I'm not perfect but I'm trying to be a good person.
"The best way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing." -Walt Disney
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