When you're sitting there with that puzzled look on your face, and there's not a sound to be heard in your general vicinity we all know what you're doing. Confusing yourself so that you'll have something to think about for the next few minutes of your life. Breaking down your world so that you have something to build up again. You can sit there and argue and discuss all you like but where do you really end up?
I wonder sometimes if it's worth it to question myself and to question what I've believed in. Do I really end up moving on? Do I push myself further back? No idea. I like to believe that I move forward in my thoughts but you never know if you really get somewhere.
I keep thinking about the same things over and over these days and I suppose this blog is meant to recognize that. I don't think I want to publish those things but I think that it's interesting to look at how I've been analyzing my life.
Most of the time I'm thinking about these select few things without pause. I wonder why I feel certain things about these topics and wonder if I can deal with the root of these feelings rather than just the symptoms. We shall see though.
It's all very confuddled in my head...and I know this makes little to no sense but then again when does the world ever come at us with a whole page of information filled from top to bottom.
I lost my train of thought...oh well. back to this idea later...
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