let it sit...

let it wait a little while. let it rise. let it settle.

so many things to wait for and so little time to use to prolong the waiting.

it'll come as all things in time do.

i'm just praying that life will be kind. it already has been bringing you to me. and God willing it'll continue to be kind.

i'm hopeful.
hopeful for my new team. hopeful for my family. hopeful (even though this is pretty bleak) with my job. hopeful with my life in general. i'm a little bit closer to figuring out what I want, at least I think I am. I'm just scared.

fear's alright though. one of those emotions that reminds us of our humanity.

=)

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